Am I the only one who had some anxiety thinking about this? I found this to be such an emotional battle from within! This caused me much confusion. At times I felt alone in my decisions and thinking processes. So much pressure is put on the mom to feel certain ways about this. Can anyone else relate? Did you go through this too or was it easy to leave your little one? The first time The first time I left my little Mi was to go to a friend’s wedding 400km away. She was just over a year old so I felt she was old enough – but that didn’t…